Saturday 18 January 2013: writing in English, and ED's sucks!

Hi :3
Today, I try to write in English.
Okay, my English is not so good. Okay, it's really bad,
but I love to talke in English, write in English and watch English movies/documentaries.
So I'm gonna make my English better.
I want to vlog in English on youtube, because when I talk in Dutch, nobody understands me, and that sucks hahah!
But I start with writing in English, because it's easier (for me) and I don't be ashamed to much, because you can't see mee :)

Okay, enough about my English and the experiment (writing in English on my blog).
Let's talk about my eating disorder and eating habits.
Okay, I've lost about 2,5 kg in January (and it isn't the end of January), but my weight is still to height,
at the beginning of January I gained about 2 kg or something with no reason, I was so frustrated about that,
that I almost stopped eating, I became afraid of calories, scales and food. I even became afraid of water.
It's stupid I know, there are no caloriest in water, so why was I afraid of drinking it? I don't know,
I was so afraid of gaining weight again.
Oh, and I was afraid of sugarfree shewing gum, afraid of almost everything you can say.
Now my weight is 55,5 kg (what a beautiful number haha) and my BMI is 19.2, way to high I guess..
But I hope, I don't gain weight without any reason again.

Today.
My testweek is over, so I have no homework or something,
I like it haha!
This afternoon I'm going to the supermarket to buy some diet coke (it's my addiction (A)),
and after that I'm going to do something for school (I don't know, some practise for my exams, reading a book in German and stuff), nothing interesting.
Oh, and after that I gonna watch television or play computergames (I'm a really game addict).
I like gaming, it makes you forget everything for a while, it makes you move to another world!

I gonna go now,
sorry for my bad English,
I hope I can write and speak English better in soon.

Lots of love,
Aurore